Christian Help please.?

I think that this is one of the hardest questions I've had to grasp as a christian and I by no means have a perfect answer for this, but have definately thought about it alot. I think that from what i can understand of God that he in one way or another does show himself to everyone. I know it's hard to see it in people around you who don't believe, but think about what God has done in your own life and shown himself to you. I was an atheist at one point and know that God shows himself to everyone at some point or another. He does make it a choice to follow and believe in him though. I don't think he completely reveals himself to leave it as a choice for people to decide to follow him. I truly think that if he did fully reveal himself though that many people would still choose to not follow him though and thats it's inherent in us to try and run away from him and reject him. God doesn't need to proove himself to us and i think he gives us all reason to believe in him already and make a choice. I think that your struggling more with how God works then with faith right now. I have been there before and it is very tough to be close with God when you struggle against who he really is and the ways he works. I would just really think alot about how God has worked in your life and try to stay strong in your faith knowing that God also is working in others around you the same ways even if you can't see it always. He may even use you to show himself to others so I hope you can stay strong in your faith. I know there are alot of holes and grey zones in all that logic, but i hope it helped somehow and that you can find your faith again. Although it may be hard to go to God when your struggling with him and his personality, but I bet he'd have alot better answers then any of us and he responds in pretty awesome ways at times.