I need help on my ulity gay or bi.?

Im 14 i have a older bro hows gay if that help . I love the body of men and women but i like long hair only on women and short on guys or i find them ugly . Ok now i know this is bad but i to gay and very litte str8 and i dont see me haveing date with a just but for girls i want both . Sorry for grammer and spelling i have a LD no joke and i have the hick ups and this is touch thing so yea bye